Ephesians 3:9 And to make all men see what is the fellowship of the mystery, which from the beginning of the world hath been hid in God, who created all things by Jesus Christ.
The above scripture gives a two fold revelation of who we were from the beginning, before linear time or our human experience. How we are sent as Jesus is sent , fully complete! Yet, there is a flip side of the fellowship with mysteries that is needed to unlock what our spirit witnesses into practical application in our human journey.
We have many mysteries from the human side that appear as confusion, uncertainty, and the unknown. When the human mind is put in a position in which we cannot come up with the answers we think we need, then other emotions will conclude upon that experience as negative, evil, demonic, etc.
It is the conclusion that promotes fear, loss, depression, hopelessness. We are not required to understand from a human standpoint mysteries that confront earthly thinking. The false expectations of needing the answer promotes this cycle that keeps us in the illusion that we lack something.
The mysteries that stir up the unrenewed mind postures your perception for breakthrough. Negative emotion is not always negative. Sometimes it is our evaluation outside of revelation that creates a smokescreen to make us think something is wrong. Have you ever felt guilty for something you didn't do? And then you felt guilty for feeling guilt?
While you might not feel you are making progress, you are! For who you are in the spirit is being unlocked through the opposites in your human experience. Eventually the mind will run out of steam and yield through exhaustion. It is here that the Holy Spirit brings to remembrance all Jesus said unto you on the mount and in the cloud. The transfiguration is glorious! But now you must journey into the valley of the demon possessed (earthly thinking), so the contradiction can remove the wrong perception and replace it with the mind of Christ.
Your negatives will become positives when we embrace our identity from eternity and our contradictions in a human timeline. The marriage of both brings the reality of "on Earth as it is in heaven. "